Equanimity
It comes to a point where you can’t deny the spiritual existence around you. On your journey through life, you come across challenges and obstacles. Instead of rushing you start to pause, look, reflect, feel, and after some time it happens that we start to see life for what it is. Not good or bad, not beautiful or ugly, easy or difficult. Just as what they are. We stop projecting our own opinion, desires, and aversions onto what is happening. You feel like you are able to look through everything. You are able to decode the wisdom within what is happening. You see and experience more than you can express. More than you should express. You start to just watch it. Curiously and in awe.